So ****** off
I know you
Don't even care
Im so messes up
Filled with despair
I seem to look for sadness
Its everywhere around
in my heart,mind and Veins
Madness a ever sinking ship
Empty heart
Broken soul
****** off in so many ways
unsure about what to do uncomfortable
Unhealthy
Unhappy
In this Darkness
That torn me down
waves of defeat increase
A Weird phase
As a Creepy grin crosses your evil face
It Cuts me deep
Im not the same anymore
My Tormented life
Scarred n bruised Im disgust my
By my  brain.