Been wearing it for a while, the thickest jacket I own, So **** tight it’s pathetic but it still fits. Thirty one years and even though it’s snug on my shoulder, Even though it cuts deep into my armpit, Till my flesh shifts and distorts, it’s still mine. Brown leather jacket permeated in ****. All the baggage, all that angst just won’t quit. Sometimes, I take it off. Sometimes I let it rest; Let that leathered nightmare take a break, From tearing at my tense and tired chest. Sometime, I shove it in the back of the closet, But it always returns, whispering in my ear You missed this failed at that. What were you thinking? Should have been there? Why weren’t here? Man I wish I’d been drinking. **** that jacket; Worse for the ware and tare of life. Even when I throw it away the stupid coat keeps coming back. One day I am going to die in that ***** ol’ thing.