Bloodied paperbacks, stolen vocal chords Anguish smelling of smoke stains With barred teeth and chapped lips OnyxΒ eyes and pallid seamed skin Sharp cheekbones with a hawk nose Strong confident hands eerily familiar You offered me the universe you offered it all My house of bones is eroding away The ocean of demons wants to set fire to my heartbeat You as my muse should collect the galaxies Rediscover the abandoned worlds that live in my head Astronaut sunflowers echo through my chest beckon my youth As grief is my lover I've muted my lungs