someone once told me the person you think of when you stand in front of the ocean is the person you're in love with and now i'm staring out over the endless blue that mimics your eyes perfectly and you're the only thought running through my mind but my insides are crashing like the waves on the shore and i want to take our memories and drown them beneath these hungry waves where they can no longer run through my mind because why should i drown in these thoughts these distant memories when i could drown them in the chaos of this restless sea where maybe then i can finally be at peace