And she opened that window And hands came out and dropped A book of spells in my lap And I lit another cigarette Opened it up Right there on your firefly soaked back yard Reading about spells that could bend the whole world to what I wish I shook my head and said no Don't call me honey Because real love never lasts Things twist And pull The gears that hold you together Somehow shifted And i can see golden sunlight pour through Window good morning I fell asleep with you open last night A praying mantis is having a battle with my fingers And honey bees swim around the whiskey Birds call and look like tiny painted toys on the deep blue You could be Are everything to me? Put in my pocket for later Forgotten Like a soda tab And a square head nail A knife A brass tack and a pair of pliars My hands are cut and ***** Dried blood Black spraypaint A phone number written in pen A single cigar burn scar