I had this feeling once when I first flew like a bird to explore the world and I came back to the place I call home
I felt that I could only travel when returning somewhere afterwards, not somewhere - return to the place I call home
I realised that I could only call it home after having been away, and that this feeling intensified the longer I was surrounded by the foreign before finding my way back to the place I call home
but only now do I notice how lucky I am to have a place I can call home