Sometimes the world moves on without me And I try to pretend that I just don't care Sometime I think that I move way too fast And I'll burn myself out from the pace that I know can't last
And I know that there are things that I've been missing And I feel like I may never know what they were So when I found you and you seem to be able To keep up and pull me back when my manic times do occur
Its so weird to know that you don't want to try to change me Into some cookie-cutter version of a person that I should be I don't feel that you now wonder if I'm worth all the confusion that I spread As I paint with no regard for the numbers or the colors In pursuit of the vision that I see going around and around in my head
I've never thought of myself as being normal And I resigned myself to the fact But the places that I've let myself wander Led me to places from where I never ever came back The gypsy road never took me down to memory lane No such road even exists for the things that I missed So now I look forward to looking back on us And a memory as simple as just walking in the rain
I've never been as ready as I am at this moment To create for myself a past Where together we paint the paintings Those memories that I never even saw And to feel normal ..... ..........For the first time.... ......At last!