I'm losing myself, and I know it
And running away didn't help
I need solice and balance, but loathe it
I need too stay sane, or else

Moments of life blaze before me
Before moments of pain settle in
I break from the chains so to be free
But unweildly I'm choked by the wind

Where does it end, if at all, am I nearing?
this cycle of woes on repeat
What I've caused, is not worth any healing
I'm kept in such dire defeat

Whom have loved me, I meant to say sorry
Those that don't, I cannot put a blame
My Life chapters; they end melancholy
And the book that I write has no name

A peak is a peak cause' it falls
Awareness waits the other side
And brick after brick, I'll build walls
So that I have a place left to hide

Have everything, say, I have nothing
And I know because I see whats real
You don't know because you'll never know me
And I can't form the words that I feel