Love is not easy it is like a complicated textbook full or rules and messages I cannot get
I don’t know what the reason for is but I don’t like to read it
So many times, I have tried to understand but always end up with unanswered questions
Why do you treat me so harsh why do you leave me in the dark?
I try to explore your heart and you leave mine in two
We have made passionate love I have touched you so much I know the outline of your beautiful strong face by heart
The shape of your lips and the way they intertwine in mine
As soon as we do this you run
Hiding in the dark with your heart in the palm of your hand
Secrets that lie with you and sometimes it’s your excuse
Say you love me and everything will be ok
I am here with my soul bare and my ******* exposed
Where do I go when you have no soul?
Romance makes me feeble and I will melt into you
Therefore, like a book I do not know all the rules
I try to figure it out every single day
What is love and why does it make me feel this way?
Is it when you roar at me with anger?
Or when you touch me softly
Is it harsh words or moments when we agree with one another?
I do not know the definition of love
It is when I cry myself to sleep
Or when I am swollen and my eye is black from you
Maybe that its
Remember when you would wake me in the middle of the night to look at the stars
You would wrap your arms around me and hold me tight
At that moment I thought everything was right
You would braid daises together for me to wear in my hair
I would playfully dance around outside that moment felt right
I feel broken I feel like I am half alive
I would read to you late at night my poetry or Poe
Candles would dance next to the bed and I would lay with you
You would read my palm or tarot cards it would tell us of an unsettling future
Yet I did not believe because I have even reached the first page in the book of love
If only I had known I would have never read that book
There would be no rules and love would be easy
You would undress me before you even met me
No surprises no rough hands just take me as I am
Love me for being childish get lost in my eyes
Hold me like no tomorrow
Just do not break me I do not like to feel half-alive
Kiss me and love me once again before things got broken
Before my souls come undone