i must have met you in a dream (for how else could such worlds collide?) you were cool and i was small (i remember the sweat pressed in my pores) the first time we kissed (i think i saw fireworks, and my stomach went down to my toes) you smelled so good (i had too many secrets, unwinding from my tongue) you laughed in perfect pitch (my eyes couldn't remember the feeling of dry) you swallowed me up (i floated for days in the sea) first time, i was shaking (you never let me go) the fireworks exploded (i lost count of the stars) now. now. now. (you're the infection in my brain) you squirm and squiggle. (always there. always there.) crazy? maybe. (but i'd rather be crazy than without you) please don't turn away (your ocean will drown me)