You shove me to the ground and say
"open up baby this is what good girls do."
I'm only 17 years old.
It's pitch black outside and this is when the monsters come out from under the bed.
When will this nightmare end?
The abuse that happened years before is regurgitated in my mouth
and I spit out my innocence
he tells me he'll take care of me
but I dont need to be taken care of
When he is finished with me he stands me up
and I brush the dirt off of my knees
I cant get the taste of regret out of my mouth
How did I let this happen a second time?
I dig my nails into my skin in hopes of feeling something
but all I feel is his hands wrapped around my neck
this is the end.