All the times I spent starring at you in the moments your mind ventured away , All the times I spent my nights pondering of you in search of the light ,while you slept through the darkness, All the times I told you I loved you, all these times have decayed into the fabric of gone and forgotten time. The memories of the nights we spent , the days we had and all the times I was grateful to have you as mine. Your promises were like flames and our love was the fuel, in the end you were miles away from the explosion and I alone burnt. All the times you gave me hope when I had none , All the times I looked to you for structural support, All foolish times, And I alone was the kingdoms clown for believing you could be different. A fool is a fool , and I was the biggest of them all. I'd call our love a curse , a waste of time and detest the moments I spent with you , but a fool is a fool and I'm the biggest of them all. May happiness find it's way to you , may true love venture to your heart and may you never do to him what has been done on to me. But a fool is a fool and I'm the biggest of them all so I wish you well but in this grieving moment I do not griev I rejoice in the freedom you gave , and to the memories we made I make a flame to guide me out of the dark and leave to decay in the place you so eagerly left me.