I grew up in a palace of stone Sunken high rise buildings make pillars against the sun But she sets, sets again, allowing the fool to walk around in the gloom of night The drinker turns to his drink Finding solace only in the emptiest of bottles He weeps And weeps again thinking of nights not so much different than this The boy to his needle again Pushes away earthly friends Letting the sting of nothingness open up wide He floats away And still on he floats Putting this life in his pocket Wondering how the next one will go After spending a night on a torn matress A blanket full of holes wrapped quietly in It's cold and wasteful down here Stumbling drunksicklonley out into the cool Turning carbon dioxide into a wisp of cumulus clouds ....I could swear you were here for a moment Hanging between myself and the moon But you were gone- Dissipated Barking dogs The shattered window A moment of madness In a life so full of order Half empty and half full