I can't erase the summer I spent,
Where I knew I'd be left behind.
My mind was up for rent,
memories stuck. played on rewind.

sometimes I'm reminded of how You did.
you apologized, anD you cried.
It doesn't compensate for the nights I laid
Face down in a pillow for days, no one on my side.

maybe I get it.
But I don't. All that it was I was ignored
And I think about when we sat in the parkinglot.
And I felt angry at you for crying.

You knew you were ******.
You didn't know I was on the verge.

Someday you'll understand