Sometimes when I rise out of the nebulosity of my ego, I can see dead leaves on the ground. Above I feel formless, Uncrippled by any precursing contingencies. Disturbances are nullified by the rising and falling of my breath. I am no longer a keeper of anything. I feel as I've been left to float inside a vacuum that requires the complete disassociation from anything that I have ever known. Everything here is gentle, && welcomed. vibrant and healing. perplexing to those that aren't ready to let go, salvation for the many who are.