of Girl land I think, I will name this; it’s not allowed or to hang such things in my own kitchen, the old man desires have become so common.   She can be a woman inside and that is to remain and hold me.

I bought this picture and hung it up- the wizard of oz
it does makes ME feel weird that it is a picture of someone so young and long ago. sad ART ? Because I’m, who I am right now, wanting that type of girl to feel better when I’m sooo old. Anger would it be so bad, when I am with people like her or others, with their fresh memories of Summer-

I pretend not to feel any of the fear when the rejection of life comes. And it starts to make me feel weird. What if I try to put up a nice picture of companions together?   is that what we call them?  the scarecrow, tin man, and lion? And what if it’s in my own desires to become like that, in mind?  But this is not when it’s truly not actually happening before my eyes.

Soon June, you are gone in the Summer, the girl, not the Season, and under your skin, this girl she reminds me of that.  And that it’s not going to be dark again, here in Kansas, when Winter comes or when I am older later, and older later and later.

I will have survived and never succumbed to another Season and in June.   Who is She is in my August and September?   That's o.k. if I don't know is what people think. I've no need for their approval or imprisonment.   I've got enough LOVE to go around me and Toto.