My mind has the words but my heart is to hurt to speak the words.
Later nights ***** or wine my pen pencil is still stuck on the deepest thoughts in my mind.

Mother I fearing you'll never know I love you.
Every time I write. my life seems to fall deep into the darkest shadows you'll never be able to catch me.



My emotions run wild like the Cristal tears I shead breaking down.

I see now easy way to chase the words I could of said before you slammed the door and left me.


I always said I loved you but now it's like trying to chase a dragon with no intention of being found.


I feel the burning singing pain from the ashes of my own heart breaking down. Just sinking away only wanting to say .

I LOVE YOU HOPING YOUR LOVE ME BACK KNOWING I'LL NEVER LET YOU BE SCARED IN THE NIGHTMARES YOU RUN FROM.



I CAN'T KEEP CHASING MY DREAMS EVEN IF IT'S LONLEY.

I HAVE TRIED TO CHASE YOU MY LOVE BUT THE WORD HAS NO MEANING NO MORE.



THERE WILL NEVER BE ENOUGH TO TIME FOR MY MIND TO TELL MY HEART IT'S TIME TO SPEAK TO THE WORLD EVEN THOUGH THE PAIN AND SCARED HAVE A MIND OF THERE OWN TO HEAL WITH EVERY BREATH YOU WILL NEVER BE ABLE TO WRITE DOWN OR CHASE.


I AM BROKEN MY MIND HAS THE WORDS BUT MY HEART IS THE ONLY THING THAT WILL MAKE MY VOICE SPEAK REACHING THE TRUTH.


I LOVE YOU