She was the silent lighting in the distant clouds of a fading memory from an illusive dream that he couldn't bring into focus that had a familiar feeling he just couldn't shake and his heart was beating recklessly and rapidly and his blood  was burning gasoline and drinking whiskey and a sinful desire was crashing into and seeping out of his skin and his lust grew with the ambition to taste the fire waiting on her lips and to feel her heart beating against his chest and there was no method to the fall he felt himself plummeting through at the mere mention of her name and it was only in the moonlight of madness that it all made impossible beautiful sense and he knew she held all the secrets of eternity and all the truths of love and that all he needed was to hold her hand and life as he knew it would come to an end and he would find himself trapped in a love that would last between forever and always