There are days that feels like i am living in a nightmare. What does it feel like to feel that thing every single day. Sometimes i wish, to forget everything just to have peace. That one day i will wake up and forget every pain that i am feeling everyday. To stop. Stop everything that hindering me. To stop crying for useless reason. I dont want to cry anymore. I want to be happy. If there is one thing i want for myself is for me.. to be happy. Maybe.. thats what i deserve.