why people so obsessed on the things that makes them sad
maybe, in sadness we find comfort
in sadness, we can make our own world
where we can found the real us

You know what's the best part of being broken?
It feels like God is hugging you behind and saying
"I love you, You are mine."

You are my constant
You are faithful in every season that i am in
Eventhough sometimes i don't understand
You reminded me that i don't need to understand,
I just only need to hold on in your promises
Because the one who made promises is faithful

Found myself crying
Holding your book
Reminding me that i belong to you

How fast things can change.
In just a second, minute, hour, day, month, year.. it can easily easily change and will come to an end.

Am i brave enough to face the reality?
Am i brave enough to face the consequences?
Am i brave enough to trust?
Am i brave enough to accept changes?
Am i brave enough to be selfless?
Am i brave enough to Love?
Am i brave enough to lose everything that i have?
Am i brave enough to forgive?
Am i brave enough to forget?

The truth is...

I am scared.

There are days that feels like i am living in a nightmare. What does it feel like to feel that thing every single day. Sometimes i wish, to forget everything just to have peace. That one day i will wake up and forget every pain that i am feeling everyday. To stop. Stop everything that hindering me. To stop crying for useless reason. I dont want to cry anymore. I want to be happy. If there is one thing i want for myself is for me.. to be happy. Maybe.. thats what i deserve.