I push you deep into my damaged heart
Trusting that you won't hurt me from inside
But you created chaos with a mixture
of silence and harsh words

My heart skips a beat
Between anticipation and anxiety
My eyes close tightly, begging for tears
But I couldn't cry anymore

All I can do is absorb the pain
with no way of letting it go
Instead I let it fuel a fake smile
And let it inspire a lie that it's okay