I hate you because you made me feel so full even when I was starving. I hate you because my bed smells like you and no matter what I can’t get that ******* smell out of my sheets. I hate you because I don’t want to lose your ******* scent but I can’t sleep now. I hate you because there isn't a thing in my room that hasn't felt your hands against it. I hate you because there isn't a part of my body that hasn't felt the warmth of you. I hate you because I left my window open for you and it's February. I hate you because I watched that stupid movie and all I could think about was how passionate and caring you were. I hate you because you made my twin mattress feel like the most comfortable and spacious bed in the world. I hate you because the only time I ever got the sleep I needed was when I had you to lay on. I hate you because you were honest from the beginning about what you wanted and I still ******* fell onto my face with feelings for you. I hate you because I just want you to make it better but you're the reason I can’t stop ******* crying. I hate you because I stopped writing. I hate you because I thought it would be different. I hate you because I don’t think I could ever actually hate you. I hate you.