from distant shores the truth goes bold upon the ancient winds revealing itself in strangest truths to open, seeing minds the truest vision of the world ripples across fiery view the bluest feeling unfurled when i realise what is true i am a ***** woman powerful and wise but my lustiness has been my downfall i have to surmise the inward condition of my soul revealed itself to me its poverty the mind appals it really really scares me but i think i might survive but then again i might not but at least i've seen all as it is from my turbulent, troubled cot i wish i could be married to one who indulges the feminine divine but maybe that beautiful destiny is not to be mine