There are time when I am scared,
Not knowing what I fear.
There are times when my heart is broken,
But I cannot shed a tear.
There are times when I am mad,
But I cannot scream a word.
There are times when I am glad,
But I can't find a reason to smile.
There are times when I feel fat,
So I go and stuff my face.
There are times when I feel empty,
So I go and look for space.
There are times when I feel ugly,
So a mirror becomes my life.
There are times I want to heal,
So I cut me with a knife.
There are times when I want to cry,
And all I do is smile.
There are times I want to die,
And I give myself new life.
There are time when I kill the people,
And I'm the one that dies.
There are times when I hurt myself,
And still, I'm the one who cries!