I'm either too happy or too sad. With him it's like sunshines and snowstorms, hot and cold, young and old, heaven and hell, life and death. There is no in between, only one extreme to the other. I don't know if I should blame him or thank him, hit him or kiss him, move on or stay, forget or remember. He's all of the poems, songs and stories I wrote and read about. He's everything and nothing.