the single idea of that perfect moment that holds that perfect person that prosperity of the idea where i am no longer alive, no longer dead. the single idea of that perfect place, of the perfect me, of the perfect outfit. how about this, world? **That idea? It's a ******* lie.
So I'm sorry that I'm getting dark again, but I figured out today my good friend is sick and she isn't going to get better, if you know what I mean. I'm praying for her, and that perfect idea of the perfect life? It's a lie.