I choke...
See this life didn't turn out how I planned.
Some where there was a twist in the story.
And I had it all sketched in the sand
But the ocean washed away that glory.

I can't breathe
But I inhale like mad
and I know that you loved me
But You just made me feel bad.

I never wanted any of this really.
No savior, no lovers bed...
I guess that probably sounds silly
But again, I am ***** in my head.


You ruined this for me,
You ruined me for him.
and I will never be
anything more than sin.