I've been thinking too much, help me.. like how my soul would reach across the vast and cloudy white sky into universes beyond, and how I'd like to gather up only the good pieces of everyone, the kind and caring moments like the sprinkles on a cake overflowing with sugar, and then when I open my eyes all I can see are rolling farmlands and green plains, a light gray sky filled with seagulls at the shoreline of the blue blue salty sea, a twinkling starry night sky with shooting stars with a great full moon illuminating my corner of the sky, oh, what sights my dreams; oh, they are mine, and I want them so very much and I want someone too, but I am too much of a coward to pursue them... I've been thinking too much, help me.