yes I got home safe...no, this time I didn't need to talk to anybody on my way home. But I missed you the most today. Today, I haven't been able to feel you. I can feel my heart aching but I can't feel the way I felt that day. I'm too high for this. Does it make sense though? For example: I can't imagine what it feels like to sit beside you so happy and content laying around together in silence. I can't imagine how it feels to not have to worry about you leaving. Or how it feels believing in us, promising we will last forever. It's always us. But now it's not. Now it's me. And you're who knows where, doing who knows what, talking to who knows who.