she cant help herself; she blames you but knows deep down its her own fault everything happened so quickly
she wasnt sure what to do
she repeated it to her head and heart many times
hes gone hes gone he doesnt want you. he left you remember your nothing to him dont boter trying. it will only hurt you more
but her soul took over and transfixed her to letting it out letting it out to people who told him. he found out he bad mouthed her.
he still didnt want her anymore. he still doesnt want her anymore. she crys now. not only at night secretly sheds a few tears; here and there, she lets it out only to herself though becuase hell find out.