Over 5 broken rids in 2 years of binding them. Over 10 beatings by my peers for going in the wrong bathroom. Over a 1,000,000 tears cries. Over a 1,000 prayers not heard. Over a 12 friends leftΒ Β because I came out. Over a 1,000 fights with my parents on losing a daughter but gaining a son. Over 200 cuts on my arms due to wishing I was normal. Over 29 burn marks to wanting to please others. Over 10,000 smiles when I put on my chest binder. Over 900 recognition of me being male instead of female. Only 1 life I live to be who I am in MY journey.