i am a wayward brushstroke, more water than paint, fading in color like the skyline just beyond the reach of the sun. a peripheral image reflected implicitly in sepia- tone photographs. a mirage at the desert's horizon, illusory and fanciful. i've grown hoarse from shouting at the heavens, calling out to a god of my imagination. i'll dig a mass grave with every word that makes its way past my parched throat, iron lungs for tombstones. suffering eternally, sorrow overcomes.