Scribble those double negatives;
Bust those songs on repeat;
Wish for something new to happen
While doing the same things over and over again.
Expect a new ending
To the same scenarios
Let's test how long Sanity could last.
Could've made more sense with these words,
But still ended up a random mess.
Haven't been like this before,
Nor would I want to be in the future,
But Fate said "**** it" and this angst came out of me.
Quite a handful, yet still easy to pass.
Like my existence.
Like my choices.
Like my feelings.
Like everything I am;
A disappointment.
Hate to admit it, to say the least;
Maybe this geezer needs those motivational posters
But I highly agree he'll just rip it to shreds or burn it.
*After all, He's never not been himself.