after class ended, people went their different ways
she cleaned up her desk, placing her books into her bag,
she stood up, pushed her chair in but as she stood up to walk to the door,
someone sticks out their foot, she trips and drops her bag, books spilling out, pencils and pens rolling out.
people laugh all around her, kicking her belongings around. nobody helps her.
they just…watch.
watch her pick up her books, neatly stacking them, collecting her spilled pencils and pens, placing them back in her bag, zipping her bag and standing up again.
she avoids their eyes and rushes out of the classroom, blocking out all sounds: laughs, jeering, giggling.
all of it.
she runs up the stairs, up, up, up. she keeps running until she’s surrounded by silence.
she breathes heavily, catching her breath. heaving. she walks to the end of the hallway, opening a door at the very end. and closing it behind her.
she locks it. she closes all the curtains. she blocks all light and sound. she erases everything.
she hits her back against the back wall and slides down, pushing herself to the ground