and, oh ****, you've got freckles on your shoulders stars in your eyes and a curl across your forehead don't you dare grin at me like that because i'm falling for your rakish and charming and golden-haired almost-sweetness and your deep-down beautiful way and you're smiling just for me and you're giving me that look like i can't believe you! because i'm throwing you off guard because i'm weird-random laughing-beaming funny-jaunty teasing-scowling and just really really strange i'm the opposite of your safe maybe-pretty girlfriend and the opposite of your ******* friends and most of all most of all most of all i'm mother of god, i'm