I don't deserve hurt
I bleed fixation  
I preserve its flirt
I need alienation

My tailings are unadulterated
My mind is on Mars
My failings are exasperated
My kind bears scars

I revel my dishevelment
I am my own worst jury
I shovel my embellishment
I hone my own worry

My heart is dying in a maze
My trust in you is forsaken
My art is crying, set ablaze
My lust for you is mistaken.