Diagnosed and frightened , Yea im a recovering addict I sdmit it One year plus if you care to count days I dont What matters is mindfully being here in this moment I grasp it it I have mental health issues as well I accept it But my latest diagnosis Trigeminal Neurolgia just too much Not going to give up or surrender just another pile of shot added,to me I will survive I will continue being sober I am whing about this I get it This isn't even a,poem so what It's me and it's real and I just need,to get it out What is truly real is this moment Please ne mindful of this moment becUse it is all we truly ever have and all moments add up to a day a week a year a,life Relish it live it be,present with it Whether it be pain happiness or love or hate My pain from my new diagnoses is hurtful new Meds help but sometimes through all of this I just want to know the base root cause of it all That's it and enjoy the moment accept the pain the happiness the fear don't resist accept and move on otherwise it may consume you