I am sick of pointing fingers at demons
When we all know we have our own reasons.
we use those reasons to make decisions
And when we make a mistake and there is no one to blame,
Our pride is at stake and we hold on to the shame.

I hold on to shame, for every single thing that has happened.
Fear of being found ***** being found in the gutter,
will you ever realize where i come from.
My roots lay deep in the cracks
of a place far darker than you have ever waded.  
And my limbs and leaves will grow and stay green
Long after all of yours have faded,
and then you will leech the life from me,
and i will find myself jaded.
Hopefully then you will see,
Why give and take are mandated.