I'm in love with this guy
Who sadly to say
Doesn't want to be one
With me

He was kind to me
Way back when
All those days
When we were friends

But it ***** to say
That I ******* up

I confessed my love
And it blew up

He liked me back
And thats no lie
But, the word love
Made him blind

Slowly
he ignored my text
my calls and
my presence

Yet one day
We talked again
He said he would confess
That it would all make sense

But on that day
As I waited  
he never spoke

From there he was gone
What we had
never happened

what we could've been
disappeared
Leaving me in tears
With no one to hear

I see him today
And he doesn't care

He may look my way with sorrow
Because deep down
he knows he was at fault
as well

But as a senior in school
Why should he care
His life is just about to begin
When college comes to him

I write this today
To say what I need to say

To say I miss you
To say I forgive you
To say I wanna hate you
but,
I will always care for you

So thank you
For doing what you did
And making me
me

Thank you