She walks to the green room door. She turns to make sure no one is looking. She turns the **** slowly, and enters. She climbs the few stairs that lead to the back of the stage. She walks behind the curtain in the dark, dim light. She looks up to the catwalk that used to seem so fearsome, but now seems like a part of home. She walks on stage, though there is no audience in sight. She begins to speak words she'd spoken a thousand times. She begins to sing notes that are so familiar, they fill her with joy. She walks the length of the stage several times. She stands at the center, looks up, and smiles.