I don't know if I'm happy or I'm sad, Or maybe even mad It's possible that I'm insane Somewhat broken in the brain I'm crying inside But keep a smile on my face Because I don't want anybody to know Who I really am I don't want my lost love to know That I'm falling apart and I'm fixing myself The pieces are crooked and not quite right I fall apart again every single night But my skin is made of steel, I have a heart of gold and diamonds I will always shine no matter if life drops me in the mud. I can be in the deepest pit, and you'd still see me shine Because my love is strong and my faith is right: I believe not in the invisible ruler But in myself - I have the strength to do it, Anything. So yes, I'm broken, yes, I'm bent But no matter how long I have to cry and vent, Someday I will rise and fly Like the prettiest songbird in the sky With my love by my side and my kin nearby I will fly, I will fly, and I'll keep shining No matter what life brings my way.