January fluttered by like the 'I love you’s' caught in her throat. Cigarette embers of white smoke shed on the coat tails of winter. The morning frost licks her broken chest cavities as blood bubbled across your wooden floor. Warping wood of collapsing ceilings crushed the life you sparked inside- splinters too deep to pull. I've never been a simple creature- anxiously stirring in a silent house. I want to tell you how I feel. Compose it into a mellow tune I want it to be soft and beautiful. I hope we will meet under the yellow kitchen light again. But maybe, you're gone forever.