I wrote you two letters Both I sent together - One was a welcome as well as a warning of the words to come - I often said that writing about you was the easiest thing for me. Be it the bad times, or the good we shared I always found a way to mesh the moment with your feelings, like I forgot mine on a dusty European coast when you said You'd come back and the phone never rang. I watched it for days At dinner, at dawn - I still remember how little the food tasted then