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Lori Jones McCaffery
Poems
Jan 2017
ORDINARY DREAMS
I'm scolded even in my dreams
By the inner me who judges
Everything so harshly.
All I do is try to help
And even in my slumber
This is not allowed.
Sleep knits up the raveled sleeve of care
So Shakespeare says
But I unravel in my dreams.
I'm lost, I'm chased
In in a house of many rooms
And cannot find my way.
The clock is running out
And I'm not ready
So the wedding will not start on time.
And though I look, I somehow never see a bride
As I am searching for the candles
And bows I need to do my job.
Variations on a theme
That always spells inadequate
And failure to my sleeping mind.
Why am I so mean to me
Am I so bad, compared to all-
And who must I live up to.
What angry fire burns deep inside
That nightly roasts my spirit
In the oil of it's incompetence.
Why can't I ever win the race
Or find the prize in question
Or be the one to take the bow.
I am my own worst enemy
A therapist once said
Why didn't I believe him then,
Forgive myself and let me be-
To see if I could build a dream
That ended with me smiling.
ljm
When I was a kid I dreamed I cold fly and I found coins in the grass by the sidewalk. Now my dreams just beat me up.
#failure
#nightmarwawes
Written by
Lori Jones McCaffery
F/Laughlin, Nevada
(F/Laughlin, Nevada)
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