If you tell your friends you want to **** yourself, They'll either leave or tell your mother. By telling your mother, then at least they did something, By leaving, they won’t have to deal with it. But once they leave they’ll push you to a breaking point, And you’ll find yourself clutching the gun to your chest. Because they left, they’ll have to tell strangers why they didn’t stop you. They'll eventually find themselves thinking the same way you did, Because their used-to-be friend tried to killed themself, And they acted as conspirators to an attempted homicide.
Apologies for the morbid piece. Please seek help if you have feelings or thoughts of suicide <3