I need to stop listening to the music that makes me say these things that really should remain unspoken or at least no more than implied. I held myself back for so long but nothing seems to keep me from wanting you to join me and hear these songs by my side. I wish I could tell you in words why I'm so afraid to say all these things which mean so much to me and to you perhaps in time. But instead I mess up and use far too many ellipses to show you how nervous I am but all they do is confuse and remove all rhyme