Never had I fallen this hard
I've never experience pain this much
I've never been consumed by rage
Until I question my own faith
I only knew now life's unfair
All I had was pain and despair
Though death seems like an option
I tried my best to control my emotions
Sometimes it just comes tumbling out
Those things I kept bottled inside
Those secrets that I shut tight
Sometimes rage gets the best of me
That I hurt the people around me