i slowly cave in on myself and the sky smells of falling stars— i can taste it, leaking in through the cracks. i ascend, like a hot air balloon, my body filled with moonlight, the dust falling off the trail of a comet. the night is dripping paint, navy blue and black, the ravens are cutting holes in the air and neptune shines through, a minty frost, ice and starlight. my feet are far above the clouds—an icarus floating in the dark, dark sky, and i reach for cygnus —no more light pollution here. lyra plucks its golden strings and the moon sings a lullaby, sweet and slow like drops of mercury. and there, as stardust glows through my skin, replaces sore organs with light and swallows each aching bit, i sleep.