I went to a bar alone for the first time And I drank French 75’s and Root Snaps In my new leather jacket and old blue jeans While a friend listened to me and shined glasses
I told him that I’m not so good at leaving things unfinished I told him I was in love but we decided it was too hard He held his glass into the light and said "Melanie, that’s kind of a cop out"
To which I nodded and told him "David, I know" But I also know falling out of love is hard And doesn’t get easier the second time So maybe I wanted a cop out
So maybe my heart wouldn’t have to break And while I kept busy it could just ache quietly For love lost on timing not once but twice And not because of laziness or lack of.
Or it could be lost because of the alignment of the stars (I think Mercury was in retrograde & I think understand that) But not because whatever it was wasn’t totally ready To be called love at all.
I would say I'm done writing poetry about you but lying is a sin and I'm trying to do less of that for karma purposes