Grow up without a father? That wouldn't be so bad... Yet every broken man whispers to his devil, you're the father I never had.
My chains are my desires, my eyes are your possessions, and when I walk into the fires, my lies are my confessions.
Just a taste of your flesh, will bring me to life, but if you depend on me your heart is a knife.
My father was a ghost, but I grew up I sought bigger ghosts, the devil in my throw-up.
You can run from what haunts you, you can hide from your past, but the devil will flaunt you, up there on his mast;
because you're the fool who sought comfort in gold you would have learned, if you could grow old.
I've been the king in an ocean of sand, not knowing choice is in the palm of my hand.
The things only God can teach you.
NOTE | I came back and separated the fifth stanza into the fifth and sixth stanzas that they are now. I also wanted to mention, each stanza has a voice of its own.
I decided to name them according to stanza: 1) wrath. 2) envy. 3) lust. 4) gluttony. 5) pride. 6) greed. 7) sloth.
I hope this clarifies things and adds more depth to the poem :)